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16 August 2014 @ 01:51 pm
And we're back  
So, I'm back! ...a week earlier than I should be. Ugh. Last week was sort of a mess.

I was driving to Jasper and everything was fine. Dad was bringing the trailer, I was rocking out to new deadmau5 tunes and a fucking mouse came out of my engine when I was bloody driving and was on my windshield. So, I flipped out. I saw it again when I was coming to Jasper dart in and out and when I got my dad to stop I flipped out.

Also, his trailer has a mouse problem so, like, let me tell you the bad night I had in that thing. I was so paranoid it took over me and I made myself physically sick. Like I got sick. Monday was spent with me laying around. I tried to read but the book I was reading was getting too real and everything else I had was boring. I ended up watching Season 2 of American Dad and relaxing but at night I had a fucking freak out because I kept hearing noises.

Dad came, I called my mother bawling and she agreed to bring the cats out so they could stay with me. So, then I'd have them for two weeks. Cool, right? With cats, I shouldn't have a problem!

Wrong.

I got them after I spent the night with my dad. I wrote something for the meme and woke up to some unsavory comment which threw me into I SUCK mode. Then I got the cats, took them out, and well. We caught two mice. One in my car, one in the trailer and Dad kept assuring me I was fine but I fucking was up all night because I was worried about my cats. WHO KEPT ME UP ALL NIGHT. I haven't had a decent sleep in days and finally today when Dad was texting me he asked if I wanted to stay and I said no. I only was going to leave if we got a refund, and the guy at the gate assured me we would. But it really put a damper on me.

He did suggest it but it didn't feel like he was happy I was quitting a week early. Combine that with me talking to my mom this morning and hearing about how Dad is telling my mom she wanted the divorce and her getting upset which got me upset and pulled me back to my reality of OH RIGHT MY PARENTS ARE DIVORCING... ugh. It just got me down.

I can't write, I'm not interested in reading, watching TV feels like a waste of time and now that I'm home I don't even want to play a game. Which is unheard of. While I was driving home and my cat, Bel, was having a meltdown all I could think about was that I missed my old coworker, Brandon.

It'll be September soon and I'll be in classes but honestly I just feel like what's the point. I hate feeling like this but it's just got me down, this week. Maybe I need to shower and throw on more One Piece, idk.
 
 
 
Allisonvapor on August 16th, 2014 09:22 pm (UTC)
I can't write, I'm not interested in reading, watching TV feels like a waste of time and now that I'm home I don't even want to play a game.

I've been feeling the exact same way, and I have another friend feeling similarly. :( Let's hope this passes!
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧: Magic Knight of Windbluecherrybomb on August 16th, 2014 09:26 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I hope it's just like, a summer thing that will pass soon for all of us. I hate feeling this way.