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06 March 2015 @ 07:01 pm
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You ever read something that makes you go "This is sort of an interesting concept." and the deeper you read the more you go "Oh my God this author is incredible." to the point where you finish and you're lying on the floor because you entire writing career is shit compared to the amazing thing you just read.

Okay, maybe this is just me but fuck, when people make me feel emotion when I read it honestly throws me into a WHY CAN'T I EVER FUCKING DO THIS headspace and I usually end up lying on the floor.

In other news, I really want to play Dragon Age because I want to get to the third and romance Cullen because SHIT SON and I want to romance Fenris because THE LEGION IS ALWAYS LOOKING FOR STRONG CAPABLE WARRIORS but to do this it means I have to play the first and even though I have the first it's honestly just sitting on my shelf because ugggggh what do you mean I have to pay attention to the shit I say and the path I take I don't care. Can't someone pass it for me and give me the jist so I can go off and fuck an elf and then someone who looks like they thought 1998 Justin Timberlake had a good hair choice like come onnnnnnnn.

But in serious news, I really wish I could fucking write shit that made you feel things because holy fuck I'm a mess.
 
 
 
「B R A N」: B'elanna [sad]sorrowfulskies on March 7th, 2015 06:12 am (UTC)
You ever read something that makes you go "This is sort of an interesting concept." and the deeper you read the more you go "Oh my God this author is incredible." to the point where you finish and you're lying on the floor because you entire writing career is shit compared to the amazing thing you just read.

ALL. THE. DAMN. TIME. Even others fanfic does this to me! It's like, on my, I never thought of that. Like how did I not think of that, why are you not keeping up brain! That's my thought process sometimes. I also look at all the amazing detail and feeling in others fic and then I look at mine and it's like...nothing compared to that. Ugh. This is why I don't post fic online. There's alot of things I'm not ashamed of, but my writing is sadly not one of them. /sob
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧: Interesting Twinsbluecherrybomb on March 8th, 2015 02:25 am (UTC)
"how did I not think of that"

That's what gets me all the time. Like HOW. I know you're not supposed to compare yourself to others but ugh, let's sob together over it all.