March 31st, 2017

Uncomfortable Adachi

Wallow in that Hole

*slides onto the floor*

I love when my self-worth falls into a hole to like... never return. I woke up incredibly depressed today and just miserable with myself (although I can still fake I'm a normal person) and when I sort of... rant about it on a forum, I suddenly get "Hey, I can be an outlet to you."

Like... no... I'd rather.. just stay depressed okay. It's not like I'm an exceptional human being who is worthy of redeeming myself and shit. Just let me wallow in my self-hatred and zero self-esteem. I'm sure in a couple months I'll be alright.

Or I won't, but who cares.

Besides, just all of the sudden talking to a person like.. I've already determined I cannot make internet friends for the life of me. Everyone that I meet only gives a shit about themselves and not really about me or what I deal with, so what's the point.

Just ugh. I'll say it again: living is hard.