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17 April 2014 @ 09:00 am
I have to go to the dentist this morning since I couldn't sleep last night due to the pain and I'm really not looking forward to it. Every time I go to the dentist they judge me like I'm the next Hitler. Like there's always comments and asking "Why is this tooth x? Have you been doing y?! Your x is y to the z blah blah!"

Like yes, that's what I enjoy. Being judged by adults because I have a single cavity. Please, continue to question my life choices and make me oh so eager to return.

I'm worried also since I have my wisdom teeth they might say they need to be pulled. My best friend just got hers and she's lamenting on the terrible experience after and I just want none of that. I'd rather have them rot in my skull and then die from infection or whatever as opposed to going under - which is a fear of mine - and having them ripped out.

Well... we'll see. But to be honest this tooth pain is forcing me not to eat which is another huge thing for me. My whale body which is literally rotund like a porpoise. Who am I kidding, everything about myself is terrible. Like I hope as I age more video games come out so I don't go completely insane from talking to myself all the time since I'm already reaching that spinster cat-lady point...

Update: Went to dentist, had to get a tooth pulled. Dentist told me to stop eating sweets once an hour and to learn to cut back. So, I've been crying for what's hitting 2 hours now. And they don't understand why I never want to go there.