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04 April 2015 @ 10:32 pm
Prose before Ho's  
I love that just when I get the urge to write again, it gets shot down. The Skyrim Kink Meme is having a discussion on asking for authors and it didn't take long for someone to name an author they wished they could ask to do more.

And all I could think was "Of course, it wasn't my name. Who the fuck would ever want to read my shit." And then I get embarrassed because wow, I left a lot of my shit on that website how mortifying I wish I could take them all back and pretend I never wrote them because I am making the meme terrible.

Like yay, I feel like this right before bed.

Really, I should just stop. After all, no one seems to care about the shit I write and no one ever will.
Nyxalinthnyxalinth on April 6th, 2015 12:26 am (UTC)
I know this feeling too well. Being older doesn't make you immune to it, either. You are probably better than you think, as am I.
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧: Uncomfortable Adachibluecherrybomb on April 6th, 2015 12:31 am (UTC)
Ahaha, I'm certain I'm going to feel this way for my entire writing career, however long that will stretch to. And I would like to think that but I judge my merit on how many comments I get and when that amount is zero it feels like I should go lie down in a field somewhere ha ha ha...
Nyxalinthnyxalinth on April 6th, 2015 12:32 am (UTC)
Hah, same here! "Well, that must have sucked..." That sort of thing.